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In these arms

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 18:57:30 GMT

I love to watch you sleep
The contentment on your face
You smile softly
Finding comfort in this place

I hear you whimper gently
Amazed how still the sound
I lay and watch you sleeping
So thankful it’s you I found

You lay and watch me sleeping
And touch upon my skin
Fingers like soft satin
You hear me sigh now and then

I feel you touch me gently
My hips begin to sway
Soft kisses on my skin
You take me away

To distant far off places
Feeling like a dream
Your tongue reaching for me
It’s not what it may seem

Passion rushing over
Waves dance on my skin
You bring me up with you
Please don’t let it end

Our eyes start to close
We fall asleep together
Finding comfort in those arms
Wrapped around one another

mtheve 3-25-2007

Distractions

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 13:21:04 GMT

I need you... in my mouth

touching my soul

I need to feel you

under my fingertips

as I run them over your nipples

I want you

licking and kissing over your body

biting here and there

I need to be inside you

feeling me fill you

completing you

completing me

I want you tied up

bound, blindfolded

on your knees

with a feather... just to watch

you wriggle underneath me

I want to see your eyes

as they look at me when you cum

I want to feel your body tremble

under me as I bring you past your defenses

I want to run my nails

over your skin

I want to taste you

I want to feel you

I want to love you

The way you love me

Musings while laptopless

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 04:08:00 GMT

Beside me lay no one
Silent prayers watch me weep
Restless dreams wake me
The lonely ache makes me sleep

In a world made of roses, sometimes only the wildest of species survive and can withstand the forces of nature. For the free of spirit lives without bondage and loves without fault.

I would die a thousand deaths to just be able to once love someone incandescently.

I stare across my empty bed
waiting for a dream
wondering if there is true love
or is it as non-existent as it may seem
to find a partner loyal and dear
who can let this spirit fly free
to cage her in will only make
her break their heart times three
her heart aches to love someone
who can comprehend her every whim
someone bold and daring, carefree as herself
with whom she can open up and let in
she comes jaded and bitter
fears of relationships past
dreading where the future lies
losing all faith that any will last

Sometimes I just wonder...
If lost will I be found?
If sick will I be healed?
If loved will I love back?
I miss that part of me
that feels love and knows love.
I miss waking up to that
one who lays beside me.
I miss seeing her face
as my eyes open sleepily
and my body stretches.
I miss feeling her touch
albeit passionate and tender
or rough and loving.
I miss loving someone completely.
I miss her hugs.
I miss our long conversations.
I miss feeling loved and needed.
I miss feeling like a part of something really special.
I miss feeling safe enough to love completely.

Inspiration of a red-headed rooster

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 17:06:33 GMT

This was like word association but we played this through text messages. She sent me the first line and I responded with a text. Then she would respond back with a text. We played off of each other's words and this is what became of it.

She was never mine - When fire and burning passion create the void, the void opens wider spewing out flickers of those once loved, now lost. In a prison made of glass I wait... Shards of broken glass around me lay. The dropplets of blood reflect my tears. My heart still now, she won't wake me anymore. Take me just once more before you let me go. Like a bird I need to fly without feeling suffocated. Release me so I can be free to feel again. My world turned grey. Sound now shrill and her love for my heart wilted. Never again will I let pride consume me. Love has all boundaries chained to a heart desperate for that one who will breathe life back into one so still. My power - my words have left me. Only the shadows remain in my dreams. My Barbarella where have you gone? Take from me what you will. My spirit is broken like the fragile wing, crushed beyond repair.

Butterfly

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 17:05:34 GMT

Why do you turn me on so?

Why do I wake up seeing you in my minds eye?

Like flowers feed the butterfly

You feed my passions

My desires

You wake me from a dreaming sleep

Envelop my senses

Capture my body

With just your words

I am alive

Breathing

Feeling

Mesmerized by just your voice

Waiting for your nectar

Desiring your touch

With guided imagery

You break me from my prison

Free of all chains

Wrapped up in the moment

Intensities arise

Your colors intrigue me

Your wings fluster me

Dreaming of your fingertips

Dancing over my skin

Filling my needs

Acquiring my wants

Burning your actions into my head

Stealing my thoughts

As you flutter, off to sleep

Mtheve 9-27-06

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 08:33:40 GMT

Alone in the dark

Around the bend I walk

Thousands lay around me

How I wish that they could talk

Memories floating upward

Towards a dark and moonless sky

As I keep walking

I start to wonder why

Whispers in the night

Shivers across my skin

I come upon a tomb

Welcoming me in

Shadows playing tricks

My eyes strain to see

Over in the corner

Someone looking back at me

Walking over towards me

I freeze unable to move

Her gaze stares right through me

Showing me she has stuff to prove

She says I needn’t worry

No harm to me will come

Placing fingers upon my lips

She shhhs me, I succumb

She grabs me gently by the hair

And rips apart my blouse

Through trembling lips I whimper

She tells me – quiet as a mouse

I see the knife come closer

And graze my naked breasts

Her lips come crashing down on me

I can’t forget the rest

She shoves her leg between my thighs

Her tongue over my lips

I taste her sweet and salty

She grabs on to my hips

She ran her hand down my side

Caressing all my spots

She inched into my waistband

I dare not tell her to stop

Swiftly ripping off my jeans

I trembled at her touch

She gripped my hair once again

Oh, Lord this is too much

I feel her enter in me

Slowly’s not her game

She shoves her hand inside me

I scream out her name in vain

She bites upon my nipple

Oh, God please give me more

She bends me over the tomb

And drops down to the floor

My heart is racing faster

This girl just will not quit

Pulling tightly on my hair

She rams into my slit

My fear was gone without a word

My pain turned into pleasure

All the feelings crashing over

Was more than I could measure

Before long she rose beside me

Wiping off her face

She dries the knife on my skin

Leaving not a trace

She grabs my hair one last time

And pulls me firmly to her

She licks across my lips

Her memory just a blur

She walks out and down the road

Leaving me here all alone

If only I knew her name

If only I had known

mtheve 9-14-06

Cunt Juice

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 12:26:26 GMT

Cunt Juice

Strip the covers I’m coming in

I need to feel you once again

With the touch of velvet thunder

Oh, how you pull me under

Run your fingers down my spine

Mark me up and you are mine

Trailing down beneath my core

Oh god, please I need more!

Push your fingers in my cunt

Curl them up to the front

Slide them faster in and out

Baby, this is what love’s about

Curl your fist and push it in

Further now, make my head spin

Let me ride upon your arm

Deeper baby, there’s no harm

Bite my nipples, make it hurt

Baby, faster I’m going to squirt

Pump me harder, that’s the way

Come on now make me sway

I’m cumming baby, so close now

Twist your knuckles, I’ll show you how

Baby, hear me scream your name

I’m almost there, this is no game

Pouring cunt juice on the sheets

Hot and steamy, oh so sweet

Lick me up from bottom to top

That’s it baby, don’t you stop

Roll me over on the bed

Visions of you still dance in my head

Run your fingers over my skin

Kiss me till we fuck again

Mtheve 7-19-06

Bound

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 23:04:40 GMT

Bound and tied

No room for escape

Feeling the sting

Upon my nape

Pull my hair

There’s no way out

Fighting to struggle

With merely a pout

Crack of the whip

Upon my spine

Make me bleed

For you are mine

Pull on my nipples

The pain is so great

Body on fire

Don’t hesitate

Intensities reached

Beyond mindful thought

Harder now

Please don’t stop

Aching for more

Can’t get enough

I beg of you

Please stay tough

Don’t ever back down

When I cry and plead

Wipe away

This burning need

And when the night

Has fully come

And my senses

Have come undone

Promise me

To hold me tight

Punish me

When I fight

I live to serve

Your every command

I bow to you

I kiss your hand

In this space

Of dire lust

My pain is pleasure

To feel a must

As our game

Comes to an end

You wipe my tears

And go again

Mtheve 6-5-06

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 02:41:09 GMT

No More, No One, But One
You've been left and dumped,
By more than one.
Pulled and driven like a slave,
By more than one.
But always you will have one,
When there is no one.

matt theve May 2006

flow

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 02:37:32 GMT

Backwards glances

Eyes shining bright

Lips with soft kisses break

My will and all my fight

Weakened are my knees

To trembling mush

Caresses desired

All this is too much

Needing to feel

Succumbed to lust

Begging to have

An incidental fuck

Fingers twisted up

Inside me so tight

Moisture dripping down my legs

Your fingers buried out of sight

Pleading for release

I pull at your hair

Only to have

Your face buried there

My eyes roll back

You’re pounding me harder

My insides are ripping

My screams are like thunder

Raking my nails

Down your back

Fuck me harder

Don’t you dare hold back

I want to feel

I want to rip open wide

I need you to fuck me

Keep up your stride

Closer now

My juices burn

You feel them running hot

Down your arm

Trembles arise

It’s almost time

Flood gates open

Making you mine

Fuck me now

Don’t you dare slow

Darling I’m cumming now

Watch me flow

Collapsed in a sweat

Piled up on the bed

You breathe for a moment

And I fuck you instead

mtheve 5-31-06